Tuesday, October 28, 2003
I don't really have much to say right now, but I still felt like blogging. It seems that everyone has something more profound, more funny, more...just MORE to say right now...I feel like I'm sitting here, spinning my wheels...every day is the same thing: I get up, eat, go to class, eat, watch video games, sleep, and start all over again...Oh and I do homework sometimes too...I've been at college for two months and though I love it with all my heart, sometimes I just feel a little dissatisfied, as though there's something else out there I'm supposed to be doing, something more, like saving the world or SOMETHING....instead, all I'm doing is learning about Final Fantasy X, not that it's not a great game (It puts me to sleep actually, but then I get naps and that's great!) but if college is supposed to be an amazing experience that changes your life, the only thing it's changed is the desire to stay away from my parents and all other sorts of rule makers because I hate rules! Maybe I'm supposed to break the rules, break through all the crap surrounding me, but it's tough because I don't want to hurt people's feelings but there are some definite things I need to say to some people, and it's tough while being politically correct and polite all the time...oh well, maybe West Wing tomorrow will cure me of some of the blues...
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