Sorry I haven't blogged in awhile...things have been kinda nuts here since this next weeks finals week and then I'll be home...and I think I'm ready to go home...I wish I could do what Nick did and just quit school, but I know this isn't the real me talking this is the depressed and lonely me talking...everyone else just seems so v. happy with their relationships and their friends just the way it is and I get the feeling that I'm kinda just around for the hell of it, just hanging out, biding my time...waiting until I can go somewhere and live my real life...