Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Tear...tear...okay, lots of tears...

Ok, so I was planning on going out to Rapid over the weekend of the 13 or somewhere around there...but now I can't...my ride's going out the week before in order to try to avoid the bikers up there for Sturgis and it's my grandma's eightieth birthday party that weekend! I can't get time off, and I can't go because of this stupid party. All I want to do is see my boyfriend again, but that's not going to happen now, and while it's not really anyone's fault I'm really really mad. I've tried and I've tried this summer to see him and every time I do, something goes wrong. Why God? What did I do to deserve this from You? Why do You have to take me away from the one of the most constant sources of love in my life? The worst part is now I have to call Patrick and crush the little bit of happiness the two of us thought we finally had worked out. I'm not looking forward to that at all.

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