Prepare for a random, confusion filled blog with lots and lots of frustration. There's less than two weeks before I go back to school and I am not ready at all. Everywhere I look, I see something not done or something I don't have, or don't have enough of, but I lack the drive to actually get out there and get it done. I'm not actually lazy (I hope) just apathetic. I don't know if I'm waiting for a last minute "OMG, it has to get done, I've not got anything done, let's just shove some stuff into the car and go" type thing or what, but it's really starting to get to me. I need to know that I'm in control and there is no way I feel in control at all...I have lists in my head that I need to add to lists on paper, but I go to write and it's all gone, replaced with a vague, funny feeling of "Now what was I going to put on here? Uh oh". I have one more week of work, followed by another week of major stress and packing. The only thing I am very grateful of is that we got the kitchen shopped for early, so I didn't have to worry about that too. Otherwise, I might be a little balder from the hair I pull out in frustration...
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Dana...we have a situation!! I start my new job on Monday. I start at 3...so on Monday and Wed. I won't be able to help you pack. Tuesday I have to get Curly and than I can come for a little bit and Thursday I can come after class. I can come on Saturday and Sunday this weekend and I can come on Friday next weekend all day. I don't work on Fridays.
Dana~ you WILL get through it and be at college before you know it. I know exactly where you are at, I was there a few weeks ago but now I am living in my apartment down in Winona which is the best thing in the whole world and I've decided that I love living at college and that I love hanging out with boys especially the ones across the hall. You will get through this, I am here for you and understand. Just a little more time, you will get everything done and everything will work out and before you know it you will be in your apartment on campus with your Patrick, keep hanging in there!
Always, Rosemary
The grace of God will never give you what you cannot handle...
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