Today has been an extremely good day....I had a blast hanging out with my friends last night...all night...I got in at 7:30 this morning, and well, if you want to know details...too bad, I'm not going to write them here. :-)
Then later today I took my own advice and went and talked to Patrick...I poured it all out to him, my fears, my desires, everything that I've been worrying about for the last two weeks, all the things I've spent nights crying over. I also learned that I should have done it a looooooong time ago, because ultimately I think it was healing for us. Being honest with someone is usually a good policy, to be semi-cliche, and I know it took a huge load off my chest and made him aware of a few demons I was suffering from that he didn't know about and that needed to be adressed. I allowed myself to be vulnerable and open up in a situation that I did not think would turn out well, and it worked out for the better...yay progress!
So right now, except for the fact that I have two finals due tomorrow, one the day after that and a band rehearsal that night, and another one the day after that, this would be probably one of the best days of my life. But even finals can't keep me down for too long, now can they???
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I am glad things worked out for the best for you Dana, and your right honesty is the best policy. Now if only all people were as honest as you had the courage to be.
-Jake
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