Wow...I need to find accountability...it's tough being into God around here...my brother thinks I'm a dork, my dad looks at me funny, and my mom just says "That's nice, dear". I keep reading, I keep praying, I go to church, but it's not the same...my church, I just don't get...It's more about following the rules of being polite to everyone and bringing cookies than loving God...that I don't get...Help!