I now know why I've been going so nuts! There are FOUR people running around inside my brain...anyone wanna analyze my personalities? There is the person who is excited to leave for collge, the person who is so scared she cries and cries, the person who forgets about the whole thing and goes "What? I'm moving to college?" and the person who just routinely packs up her stuff and tries to just move on...the only one I want out is the crying person...I'm trying to be brave, really I am, but it's not working...I try but I just break down and get scared...I haven't been this scared in God only knows how long...and everyone who isn't me is saying "Wow, I can't wait to leave for college, it's gonna be so much fun!" Am I the only one who feels like this? My devotional/prayer book on August first had this great thing about how the school year hasn't even started and I'm already stressed...I try to turn it over to God, because I know the peace that it brings, but it's so easy to just try to hang on the drama, to try to cope with it myself...I have all these emotions...I wish I could sleep from now until the end of September because then all the pain and separation anxiety would be over!